A rough day

Galatians 3:26 So in Christ Jesus you are all children of God through faith.

Going down to the family room ☹

I am working as fast as I can to get things changed over for Mike to be on the main floor of the house, and not to have to use stains anymore. I can only do so much alone, and Robert has been helping but we have to do it on such a way that it’s completed before Mike knows what is going on.

This morning when Mike got up he had on his shirt, a jacket, his under shorts and socks. He kept telling me he was looking for apples. I had no idea what he wanted, and I tried to help him look, but what do I look for? Finally! He held up his shoes and said here they are. 😮 As he stood there holding them up for me to see I asked him where are your pants? He looked puzzled, looked down at his legs, and said, “where did they go??” I told him they were probably downstairs and I would go with him to find them. He said okay. We went down, walked into his room, he told me he was going to bed and climbed in.

Robert came to the house about 8:45 and I left at 9 to do some errands. While I was out, Mike’s attorney called me. He’s told me Mike MUST be told he needs a guardian and he has a right to go to court! This concerns me, if Mike gets super upset and angry, he may act out and then I wouldn’t be able to keep him home anymore. I don’t want to compromise the attorney, but I don’t want to upset Mike. What am I to do??

Mike’s been hallucinating a lot lately. Today he asked me about the kids in the pool. He asked me if the accountant had done a good job, he wanted to know why everyone was in the house (it was just the 2 of us) and he asked about the measurements of the gw8ait smidgen thksur dnsk ( total gibberish) then he yelled at me and said I was being extremely difficult (sigh) After this he want to bed.

Today I am feeling my age. I ache, my joints ache, my feet hurt, and I am exhausted. I have been up & down the stairs a hundred times in the last couple of days and I will, most likely, have to do a hundred more tomorrow.

Maybe the attorney is right. Maybe I need to tell Mike and let the chips fall where they may. My heart breaks 💔 😢 He’s losing ground so rapidly.

Published by motherpooh

I am a Mom and a Grandma. I like photography, genealogy, scrapbooking, canning, and gardening

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